Dear Kelly, Thank you so much for relaying the messages to me this morning. You were soooo dead on about the relationship that just won’t go away. I have remarried since that relationship but I have so much anger at how that person treated me that thoughts keep recurring over and over. I have tried to release it so that I can move on and be happy with the person I am now with. I have tried chord cutting even! (I guess I need help on the chord cutting) lol You mentioned the tentacle around my ankle, well….I actually drew a picture of that a few years ago and did NOT understand what it meant. Thank you for clearing that up for me. My Grandmother was so very dear to me and I believe that my spiritual path was opened just before she passed away so that I would not miss her so much. I have been working on developing and each time I take a big step, things in other parts of my life fall apart. You mentioned that I smell Lavender when my Grandmother is around. (I have been using Lavender Essential Oil since a few days prior to my grandmother passing away several years ago!) I have a lot of compassion for others, but not as much for myself. Thank you for the, “I am lovable & deserve to be loved” affirmation. You asked me to send you an e-mail for a text meditation that would help me, I really appreciate your offering this to me. You are an inspiration and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your assistance. I was not able to talk to you prior to today but I believe that Today was the day I NEEDED to talk to you! You get right to the heart of the matter and are a comfort to talk to. Thank you again for your insight and compassion.